As I judged this mother, it began feeling bad focusing such negativity toward her. I had a moment of realization that I could extend the Unschooling philosophy of respect and kindness to her and see what happens. I could choose to focus on this mothers needs under her behavior and see how I could help her and her kids. I could maybe make a difference and be guided by love and respect instead of judgement and feeling, better than. This was a pivotal moment in my life as a Radical Unschooling parent and advocate.
I quietly asked Devin if he would switch seats with me so that I could sit next to this mother. As we rearranged I saw her look up at me with hopeless, tired eyes. I smiled at her and tried to focus loving, kind energy toward her. I looked into her eyes. I asked her, “Are you alright? Can I help you at all?”. She slowly lowered her head and started crying into her hands.
She told me that she had been traveling for over two days. She was visiting her family in Africa and she was finally on her way home to see her husband who she hadn’t seen in three months. Her luggage had been lost and she missed her last flight. She shared that she was exhausted and hungry and had absolutely nothing left to give to her kids. She said to me, “I’m normally much kinder to my children”.
My heart opened to her. I offered her a hug and when I did, she began sobbing. I told her not to worry and that we would help her out in the last leg of her journey. We rearranged seats again so that Tiff was sitting next to her daughter who was around the same age. For the rest of the flight they laughed and played games and watched movies together. This exhausted mother gratefully accepted our help. I walked her two year old daughter up and down the aisles of the plane. At one point I looked over to see that the mother was sound asleep in her seat. Our family happily entertained her children for over 5 hours. When the Mom woke up, I gave her a cup of tea and a sandwich. She looked refreshed and renewed. She hugged her daughters and played with them for the rest of the flight joyfully.
In the beginning of the flight, when I saw this mom, I judged her. I instantly built a wall between she and I. I viewed us as two very different people with opposite parenting philosophies. Devin and Tiff also saw this mothers actions in the beginning of the journey and commented on how mean she appeared to be acting to her kids. When I asked how I could help, my children also witnessed me shift from judgement to understanding and love for this woman. It was a moment in my life of personal growth and one that my children learned so much from witnessing.
When we judge someone, we don’t know their story or their path. We instantly shut down the possibility to spread peace and love and make a difference in the lives of others. When we can look beyond the surface we may see ourselves in others. We have all been at our worst at times and it hurts to have the eyes of judgement on us when we are needing support and connection.
For the rest of the flight I chatted with this mother. Listening to her talk about her life and personally path was so interesting. We had so much in common. We laughed together over tea as our children played. I can’t image how negative the flight would have been if I didn’t shift from judgement to love. I created the space for connection and that felt so empowering!
As we were getting off the plane the Mom turned to me and thanked me. She said that I gave her such a gift and that she would never forget us. She gave me a hug and in that moment I knew that I had grown as a person.
Since the experience with this mother, I have extended the core concepts of Radical Unschooling philosophy to others in my life. It is so much more than a parenting philosophy. It is a life philosophy. Focusing on others needs, rather than their behavior is a tool of peace and connection that can change the world. I love that my own path brings me into ever widening circles to extend the joy and respect further and further to others. This spiralling growth is never ending.
The flight home from England was a turning point in my life and the life of my family. I can’t wait to see who we can help on our next journey overseas. I am soon going to take a thirty hour trip to Australia with Devin. I know it will be fabulous because no matter who we encounter, if we allow love and understanding to guide us, only joy will follow.
“If you judge people, you have no time to love them.” Mother Teresa